No one really knows what someone else is going through. I think I put up the best mask. This past week has probably been the most stressful week ever but I don't think anyone noticed. I quote verses, I laugh, I smile, I don't really let anyone in because I have to be perfect. I have to be the one that's holding it all together so that others knowit will all be okay.
It's crazy the things we make up in our minds. I don't know why I think it's my responsibility to put on a happy face so that everyone else will be happy but I know it's something I don't really have to do.I feel bad when I feel sad because I feel like I'm not trusting in God but I am not perfect. I have problems, I've made bad grades, I've trusted the wrong people numerous times but somehow I'm still standing. It was God. It is God. It will always be God. God loves us at our darkest hour. Even when we think our plan is better than His, when we put our will before His, even when we mess everything up. He stills loves us. Thinking of His love is probably the only thing that keeps me going when I feel really low. He loves us so much He still wants us to succeed and will still make a way for us to do so. Keep your faith in God today. Let His will be done over yours. Love Him, trust Him, pray constantly, and give thanks in every circumstance for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
Whenever you feel like your life is far from perfect remember...
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28
Everything is a part of God's plan and it will all come together for YOUR GOOD! He loves you!
Chelsie
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